...exhausted and hanging on for grim death. Still at 40 hours/week. Still no weekends. Couldn't make it to work yesterday morning and went back to bed circa 9am, and didn't wake up again until 8.15pm.Moods so-so.
Stamina at an all-time low.
I look a mess right now, but am just about presentable enough for work, where I've received another two commendations from customers.
I must be doing a fucking brilliant job papering over the cracks.
sometimes it's as simple as what others see, and not the 10,000 thoughts a minute going through your mind. acknowledge the craziness but hey, accept that you in fact are managing and doing a good job whilst doing it!
ReplyDeleteI do love it when people comment. :o)
ReplyDeleteThis is the double-edged sword of being a good actor. People think you're confident and charming, alas even when everything is in utter turmoil inside LOL!