20 September 2009

Deliberate censorship

I'd like to blog about the fact that I got the job at the Mac store, about all that that means, and about what's next for me. However, I seem to have bitten off more change than I can chew. Packing in apartment viewings around my hours at the store, combined with the fact that those hours keep changing day-to-day has left me little time to reinforce any kind of new routine. That combined with my sleep schedule again being up the creek (I slept in until circa 5.30pm today), and the ripple effect on my meds schedule (I've now missed two days' dose in a row) means I'm in withdrawal again.

Cue uncontrollable mood-swings, a general feeling of being utterly disorganised and running to keep up with life, and that 'electric shock' feeling in my arms.

Suffice to say I won't blog further until I'm back in my meds regime at least, because I know that it'll be 'cognitive distortion' me rather than 'real' me.

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